Numbers
seem to be playing an important role for me during these first six weeks of the
new year.
1 "One is the loneliest
number that you'll ever do" - Three Dog Night
Loneliness
paid an unexpected return visit. The deep missing of Vern. A concern about
spending the next 30 years alone. Some feelings that surprised me.
I had
become pretty happy with my alone life. Not the same happy as I would be if
Vern were still by my side. But happy nonetheless. I've added a lot of
good things into my life, new friends, new experiences, new challenges that
made me feel comfortable with where I was at. And then - BAM! - none of
that mattered any more and all I could see was me. alone. No one for me to care
about. No one who cared about me. Forever.
And
that sent me for a loop as I dealt with the ups and downs of thinking my way
through that whole 'do I want to date' thing. I'm still waffling on that and
don't know that it will ever happen or whether it even should happen. But I've
worked through the loneliness and I'm back to feeling good about my life right
now. And as far as the dating thing ... well, I'm just going to sit with it at
this point and listen for those whispers that will show me the way.
3 "Three simple rules
in life: If you do not go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you do
not ask, the answer will always be no. If you do not step forward, you will
always be in the same place." - Anonymous
- We
were a family of three.
-
Vern, Jer and I were each 33 years old when our fathers died.
- I
often wake up at 3:33am.
There's
that number 3. I've written about it previously and feel those meanings
really do make sense for me.
- I am seeking
what I need to know at this time in my life.
- I am feeling
spiritual growth.
- I feel
protected and loved by the Divine.
- I am working
on living my life's mission.
Additional
search on the number 333 said it was a reminder to welcome the abundance of
love into my life - not just romantic love. And I've sure felt that this
week. I've had new friends comment that they felt God put me on their
path for a reason. Random strangers have made lovely comments to me. And when
the gals who attended my SoulBook gathering on Saturday told me they'd come to
my future events even if I move them over to my side of town ... well, that
felt like love to me, too.
More
on the number 333:
- is a strong
signal to add more spontaneity to your life and to get out of your comfort
zone
- body, mind
and spirit must be balanced to reach your full potential
- carries the
energy of joy and inspiration
- your prayers
have been answered
9 "It's my life. It's
now or never." - Bon Jovi
Well
... this particular number is more about you than me. But it all
came about because of the number 1. Me. Going to that hockey game
Thursday night all by myself.
That
may sound like a really easy thing to do for some of you, but it was very hard
for me. I may act like an extrovert but I am not. And when you add in all of my
personal insecurities, whoa ... doing that was HARD stuff. But oh what a reward
I received!
I met
Tommy, a wonderful young man who is working hard to promote his venue and he
sure made my first visit to Hyde Lounge a memorable one. And then I got an even
bigger reward. He offered a couple of invite only SRO (standing room only) seats in
the Hyde Lounge for the Bon Jovi concert. What?! Wow! So I jumped on that
offer and posted something on my Facebook page about it. After seeing the
responses, he then upped the offer to 5 pair of SRO tickets!!! That
deserves an OMG!
And
that's where the number 9 comes in. Because I now have nine (9) tickets
to give away to friends. I'll be doing the drawing on Sunday, February 18, at
3pm Pacific time. You just need to post on my Facebook page (the post
that has the Bon Jovi tour poster) that you're available to be here in Vegas on
March 17 and your name will go into the drawing. If you're not my
Facebook friend and following me so you see all of my posts, I would suggest
you might want to start. Because this may not be the only event I'll be able to
get these SRO tickets to. https://www.facebook.com/DianneWest.Nevada
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