Monday, August 3, 2015

I Can & I Will



Oh boy - I said yes ... and now the self-doubt has settled in pretty hard.

There are so many incredible teachers offering their existing classes and creating new classes for Brave Girl University (BGU) ... that part is pretty darn exciting. I'm already a subscriber to the Brave Girl Soul School, so that means that starting September 1st I'll also have access to all of these other classes at no additional cost!  Pretty awesome!

But seeing all of these amazing people share that they will be offering classes in BGU is really intimidating.  They have a following. They already have a presence in the Brave Girl/online art community.  Where do I fit in?  I'm not an artist.  I don't have any existing classes.  Can I do this? Will what I offer be of any value to anyone?  Sigh.

Where is my guy when I need him to boost me up and tell me I can do this?  Oh yeah ... he died ... and that's the only reason I've been asked to participate in this new adventure.

So enough of this not feeling good enough stuff. I'm a Brave Girl. I'm a widow. I'm a survivor. I have valuable resources to share with my widowed friends.

I've ordered a tripod and microphone for my iPhone. I've kept a notepad with me constantly to write down ideas and thoughts ever since that initial contact from Melody. I won't try to be like the others. I won't do any comparing. I will just share what I've learned along this road that has taken me from devastating grief to a new life that has purpose. I will share my heart and soul with the widowed community I love. And make sure they know that they are not alone ... in what they've experienced, how they feel, how others treat them, the struggles they endure every single day.

Yeah ... I can do this.
I CAN & I WILL!




5 comments:

Janet Joehlin said...

I hear you Dianne! I am so proud of you for diving in here! BGU will be awesome and you will have a valuable contribution to that community! Believe it girl!!!!

AuBien said...

Hey there Brave Sister. Okay ... you gave those fears their 15 minutes of fame and now it is time to kiss them sweetly goodbye and Shake It Off! You are going to be an amazing teacher for Brave Girls just being YOU! I BELIEVE in YOU! I BELIEVE in YOU! I BELIEVE in YOU!!! Big hugs!

jaloysisus said...

You already are an amazing teacher, Dianne. Just open your heart to your sister travellers, ad you so easily do, and all will be well

jaloysisus said...

You already are an amazing teacher, Dianne. Just open your heart to your sister travellers, ad you so easily do, and all will be well

jaloysisus said...

You already are an amazing teacher, Dianne. Just open your heart to your sister travellers, ad you so easily do, and all will be well